Let me hide

I cry in dreamless sleep
-not sleeping
-just weeping

 

Afraid of yet another day to come 
-but unafraid to die
-not even knowing why

I blur the lines between worlds 
-pretending not to be here
-making myself disappear

 

I wish not to be waking up cold 
-or waking up old
-or waking up ever

 

Let me hide in my warm bed
Please
 -let me hide in my own head