gazing up to the stars in the infinite sky the world suddenly seems so small my thoughts irrelevant my body frail as I watch the constellations slowly move above me I know that I am less than I was before I've aged each second that passes, I wither away and die a little death each day my time on earth is not given there is no such thing as fate, just eventual fatality it is why I lie here, gazing up to the stars knowing even those stars will die in time maybe it doesn't matter maybe there is no before nor an after only a now each second presents us with a choice and I choose to die