Lost, but found

I fear the closeness

The scorn, the judgement, the indifference

I mourn the mornings, the days

I've counted them, many times

I've built my own world, made by my own designs

Filled with my dreams and my nightmares

But never my hopes

Never my hopes

I've had no need for them, they weren't mine

I've watched the outside from within

But never waited for someone to come in

I hated the loneliness, loved the solitude

But now I'm lost

For you have found me